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We broke up today

You told me to meet someone better than you and be happy

You’re just like all the other guys

What happened to when you used to tell me you loved me?

Honestly, I don’t want you to be happy.

What am I going to do if you really forget about me?

I’m in so much pain

more pain than I can bare

because I’m still in love with you

I don’t want to be like this but I can’t resist

I love you for now and it’ll continue until I manage to have someone else to love.

I love you.

Mwuah

I know that you’re hiding things

Using gentle words to shelter me

Your words were like a dream

But dreams could never fool me

Not that easily

I acted so distant then

Didn’t say goodbye before you left

But I was listening

You’ll fight your battles far from me

Far too easily

“Save your tears cause I’ll come back”

I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door

But still I swore

To hide the pain when I turn back the pages

Shouting might have been the answer

What if I’d cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart

But now I’m not afraid to say what’s in my heart

Though a thousand words

Have never been spoken

They’ll fly to you

Crossing over the time and distance holding you

Suspended on silver wings

And a thousand words

One thousand confessions

Will cradle you

Making all of the pain you feel seem far away

They’ll hold you forever

The dream isn’t over yet

Though I often say I can’t forget

I still relive that day

“You’ve been there with me all the way”

I still hear you say

“Wait for me I’ll write you letters”

I could see how you stammered with your eyes to the floor

But still I swore to hide the doubt

When I turn back the pages

Anger might have been the answer

What if I’d hung my head and said that I couldn’t wait

But now I’m strong enough to know it’s not too late

Cause a thousand words

Call out through the ages

They’ll fly to you

Even though we can’t see I know they’re reaching you

Suspended on silver wings

Oh a thousand words

One thousand embraces

Will cradle you

Making all of your weary days seem far away

They’ll hold you forever

Oh a thousand words

Have never been spoken

They’ll fly to you

They’ll carry you home and back into my arms

Suspended on silver wings ohhh

And a thousand words

Call out through the ages

They’ll cradle you

Turning all of the lonely years to only days

They’ll hold you forever

• 1000 words from Final Fantasy. Well, this song is somewhat related to my life. This song continuously make me cry. Obviously it brings back the pain. But then I could not do anything else. I need to face the truth. He’s gone forever. He won’t return anymore. He’s not mine anymore. I’m just so foolish that is why I keep on holding on to the memories. Memories that i should forgot. Ever since we broke up. My everyday life became miserable. Everyday looks like a rewind of yesterday. I’m crying every now and then. I became so weak. I’ve had many sleepless nights. Right now, I really don’t know how I’m going to face the world without you. I know this is foolish but even though we haven’t been along for long. You became my LIGHT, my COURAGE and my WINGS. You became my reason to live each day with HAPPINESS and CONTENTMENT. Even if the world is always unfair. Now, that you’re gone I could really feel the world’s CRUELTY. I wish time would come that I could recover from this. I wish and I hope so. Bye to you my love. Please take my broken heart with you. I don’t need this anymore.

1000 words

If you could love for the better, you would,

If you could see with your heart,you’d jump.

You wouldn’t realize how much he loves you,

how much he dreams of you being his candle in the dark.

He loves you,yes, but whats the fuss when you act foolish,

like you and him were never was.

We are all human, when the other side never cared,

they are poised just to move on realmers.

I went to the surface, gasping for another breathe that day,

all i got was a nob in the throat,

I wanted to tell you how much you mean to me,

how much my heart melted in your presence,

Then came was mere obscuring soul.

Red blood, Blue heart, Green soul,

we have seen all that, the norm.

But a heart, when does it turn black,

from lively red hawt to evil black.

You needed clarity for your heart,

and so a speaker was set in tune.

Your soul is the alivehood for all,

and so mind its wants all along.

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